Showing posts with label Wedding. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Wedding. Show all posts

Monday, July 9, 2012

Obsessive

Life has definitely been a whirlwind of wonderful lately but it is all going by too fast. It seems like yesterday I was blogging--telling the world I was getting married. And today, that yesterday was a reality of 4 months ago.

Honestly, I haven't blogged because I'm getting married and it is consuming me. All of me. 

The wedding planning has started. One big, giant, exciting headache. Thanks to TheKnot.com, I have thrown away the scratch paper and the little yellow post-its, I have stopped writing with sharpies on my hands and making memos in my iPhone, all because I have a check-list of things to do for the wedding all in one place... and I am obsessed with it. 

How can I get all of the items off of the list?  How many can I get done today? Can I just cross them off if I have intentions of doing them later?  What's the count at now? 

Everything in me kicks into overdrive every time I log on to TheKnot.com's website.  I am my own Bridezilla in the making.... the ceremony, reception, catering, dresses, tuxes, flowers, dj, invitations, and decor have all been finalized. I am winning! I am kicking this wedding check-lists' ass!

Today though, when I logged on, and saw the count of tasks left for my big day--I could see the light at the end of the tunnel and it worried me. 

What will I do with myself when it's all over? When I have no calls to make? Or consultations to schedule? What can I do to excite me and motivate me to this level again? What will I do when there is no more check-list?

This wedding planning takes OCD to a whole other level.