Honestly, I haven't blogged because I'm getting married and it is consuming me. All of me.
The wedding planning has started. One big, giant, exciting headache. Thanks to TheKnot.com, I have thrown away the scratch paper and the little yellow post-its, I have stopped writing with sharpies on my hands and making memos in my iPhone, all because I have a check-list of things to do for the wedding all in one place... and I am obsessed with it.
How can I get all of the items off of the list? How many can I get done today? Can I just cross them off if I have intentions of doing them later? What's the count at now?
Everything in me kicks into overdrive every time I log on to TheKnot.com's website. I am my own Bridezilla in the making.... the ceremony, reception, catering, dresses, tuxes, flowers, dj, invitations, and decor have all been finalized. I am winning! I am kicking this wedding check-lists' ass!
Today though, when I logged on, and saw the count of tasks left for my big day--I could see the light at the end of the tunnel and it worried me.
What will I do with myself when it's all over? When I have no calls to make? Or consultations to schedule? What can I do to excite me and motivate me to this level again? What will I do when there is no more check-list?
This wedding planning takes OCD to a whole other level.