Sometimes.. I think wayyyy too much. Ok, not sometimes. I always think wayyy too much. I always have. It's my gift and my curse.
Lately, I can't quit analyzing a "relationship" in my life; over thinking everything. My mind says one thing and my heart says another. I don't know if my questioning everything is just my insecurities, my fear, just me being a moron or just me being smart.
Am I trying to find things wrong with this person? Am I trying to find things wrong with the "relationship"? Am I purposely sabatoging this? Truth is, I really don't know. Part of me thinks I am.
Then, the other part thinks this is intution. I'm a woman who knows what she's worth and I'm being smart. I like to think I'm capable of reading between the lines. I've built walls for a reason and I keep distance for a reason.
My gift: All this thinking & I may saved myself from a major let down.
My curse: I want my brain to turn off & I want clarity.
No, don't turn your brain off.
ReplyDeleteYou understand it perfectly: and you said it so well, "you know your worth."
Always remember that, in all relationships. Married 50years or only knowing someone 50 minutes.
Your worth.