This Is Me....

I'm a fairly simple person.  I love to laugh. I love being silly.  It's truly the little things in life that I live for.  My path in life is led by my mind rather than my heart. If you can read my mind you can win my heart...eventually.

I am a creature of habit. I cuss way too much and drive way too fast.  I always wait until I'm on my last ounce of gas before I fill up. I procrastinate on everything and then kick my own booty for doing it.  The cycle still continues....I never learn my lesson.   I prefer wheat bread to white and strawberry soda to any other.  Gojos is my favorite restaurant.   I always order the steak and shrimp. I don't know if it's really steak that I'm getting but it taste good and that's enough for me.

I love what I do for a living. I believe the children are our future.  I love kids because I am a kid. I think I'm smart about some things; however, I never voice myself. I am truly fascinated by the human mind.  I absolutely hate standardized testing. I have a problem with constantly second guessing myself with shit that I'm educated in and I am very educated. I am very self-sufficiant. I am very ambitious. I have a serious problem with thinking about really random shit. Weird things fascinate me. 

I enjoy people watching.  I enjoy watching people's mannerisms.  I get extremely shy around people I don't know for whatever reasons.   I can be really stubborn at times, sometimes even act like a baby. I am extremely tight with spending money on myself but love spending it on other people. I live for the coupons in the Sunday paper and the summertime garage sales. I am a total bargain shopper. I can be "hood" at times but get extremely mad when someone tries to call me on it.   I hate it when people try to act like they know me.  I hate it when people judge me.

I think golf is super boring but still would like to learn to play.   I think I'm good at video games when in reality...I'm awful! I think football rocks. I get pissed when people talk about the Chiefs and have for as long as I can remember.   I love my city--Kansas City.

I constantly make other people's problems my own.  I worry way too much about everything and anything. I am currently teaching myself not to worry about the things I can't control. My new motto is "Don't sweat the small stuff". It's not working so well. I constantly overload myself with jobs. I wish I had someone to take out my trash, grade my papers and do my laundry but will never ask for help with even the smallest task.

Sometimes I laugh when bad things happen to other people and then feel guilty about it later.   Sometimes, I never feel guilty.  I love pulling practical jokes on people.  I have such a dry sense of humor.   I once laughed at my brother for falling down a flight of stairs.  He lived*.  Clowns scare the shit out of me and I'm horrified of spiders. Hot baths, music, books and long intimate conversations keep me sane. I live everyday for myself and not for anyone else. I like to impress people, but I'm not easily impressed. I am often mistaken for a b*tch but to truly know me is to truly love me.   I believe in GOD, always being real to yourself, and music.  The rest is to be continued...